skinny4wedding

I’m in my future home with my future husband.  I’m excited about all this, but it’s a lot of change and it’s making me a little sensitive and worked up.  I had two interviews yesterday and one more tomorrow.  I accidentally left my tennis shoes and scale at my old house and won’t see them until Saturday.  I broke down and bought a new pair of running shoes today.  I’ve been so bad this week and it just kills me because I finally lost some weight and now I’m sure I’ve gained it back.

Also, I’m so nauseous almost everytime I eat lately.  It was like this two weeks ago, then absolutely fine last week and now it’s happening again.  Of course, all my friends are like, “Morning sickness doesn’t just come in the morning!”  I took a pregnancy test and now I’m on my period, so we can count that out, but I’m so frustrated with my constant angry stomach.  It doesn’t matter what I eat and I can’t figure out any patterns.  Tonight I was so frustrated that I was baking cakes and just completely caved on my no-sweets rule.  I kept thinking these absolutely ridiciously thoughts like, “maybe I just need to eat a little batter and I’ll feel better” or “I really think these leftover cookies will be the cure to my upset stomach.”  Now, my stomach hurts, I’m stuffed, I hate myself for being such a pig, and I’m just so stressed thinking about not even being able to fit into my wedding dress.

How can I go from doing so well to feeling so bad?